Thursday 13th 2009

to all my lovely friends, both girls and guys, just wanted to say i appreciate you caring and asking and all. <3

you know the reason why i walked away from you.
do i feel anything? yes. i feel like i should have treated you better, but maybe you should've known your mistakes. like i said, i know i made my mistakes, and you made yours, but we can't compare it.
i know how hurt you feel, i can tell you i've felt that before. but staying together would've been harder. on the day we broke up, several people asked me if it was the reason like every other relationship problems - distance. no, not exactly. it was the arrogance we both had that we couldn't communicate like before. it feels better in a way, that we don't have to argue no more. i need to focus on school, which i can't with all the pressure. deep inside i want to tell myself you would wait for me for a year... but it seems you can't. it seems you want to say no but you want to find every excuse to. i want to take this breakup maturely so we can both learn from our mistakes. i want us to be friends, but it's clear it's too much for you. all we did... was argue. constantly.